Everything Happens For A Reason

I usually don't party hard. Let me tell ya, jello-shots are the boom. I had a grand total of five jello-shots. I had four in the beginning. Then we played a lovely game called quarters. If you don't know the game, let me explain, basically you are bouncing a quarter off the table and into a shot glass. You have two shot glasses going and you and the person opposite of you try it. Once you get it into the shot glass you pass it to the next person. Say the person opposite of you is still trying but now the person next to them it trying to get it in. The person next to you gets it in before you, you take the shot in the middle.

I had a total of two shots from that game on top of four jello-shots. I even took a fifth jello-shot during the game because the stupid quarter went into it. I'm not sure how many shots that actually is. Probably four and a half, because the jello-shots weren't that strong. But that's more shots then I usually take.

The birthday was a blast besides a few minor drama issues towards the end but what can you do? But I'm going to be feeling it in the morning and not be having any kind of alcohol for a while again.

I haven't really partied this hard since St. Patty's Day, so it's all good!

This is a video from youtube of the song that helped with the inspirational writing.

( Illuminaughty -- Infected Mushroom )

Have you ever had one of those inspirations? That came from listening to a song? I haven't had one of those in a very long time. It hit me like a ton of bricks and the imagery I got from it. Oh man. I can't even put it into words right now.

Check back later when I can actually write more coherent!

I had my court thing today, The Commissioner was a very hard strict old woman. She didn't really want to hear any kind of story. She only really wanted to hear whatever she answered. So, I got out of having to do the registration part. But driving with no insurance hit, and they WIPE you clean of your money. It was either pay this BIG fee or do 96 hours of community service. HECK, 96 hours? That's only a couple of weeks. I need to get this done before November too. It's not that hard, besides, I wouldn't mind doing community service just to get a better view of the towns and such.

We went to people's houses and chilled out there for several hours. Finally got home around 10:30ish, then we went through Scentsy things. Right after that we watched Balto, now I'm finally relaxing out in my room. I'm hot too, D| it was ridiculous out in the valley, all dry and very hot. It was icky.

Glad to be home and relaxing finally. Hopefully I'll be around for most of the day tomorrow.

Since it was Anime day for Cartoon Network, I actually decided to stay awake long enough to catch Death Note on Cartoon Network. Fancy that it was the episode after L's death. Which had a wonderful timeline leading up to the point to his death. I'm going to admit, I haven't watched nearly enough of the Death Note Anime, for a lot of reasons.

As the episode drew to a close, all I can say is that at least there was a Matsuda dork moment. Other then that, the next episode will be where I actually started to re-read. So, I guess every Sunday morning at 3am I'll be watching the episodes until I get to the part where I left off...maybe. I'm curious to see the last episode in dubbed, but I will not force myself to go find it on youtube. I OBJECT. If I'm really really bored, then I might.

Well since it's 4am, I'm going to go head off to sleepland!

Oh, that back pain? It was totally gone the next day.

I'm not going to be around tomorrow at all. I'm going to be laying in my bed trying to get over whatever this is. Be it a pull muscle or whatever not. Stretching it doesn't help and it makes it worse. I really want this to go away but bad timing with the whole Swine Flu scare. This has been going on for about a week now and three days.

It wasn't hurting for a while today. That might have been due to either the computer chair I was using or actually having my mind focus on something for FOUR HOURS and MORE. WoW is addicting after a little while and all that I'm doing is running around leveling.

Walking around actually helps a bit. Which is a tad bit odd... I don't know what else to do about it.

I want this pain to go away already.

I want to stop hurting so I can actually think properly.

.---.; Just have to keep stretching and hope it'll go away soon.

HOW'S MY DRIVING

( List of characters and Where they are! )

Leave a comment and I'll tell you honestly what I think of you.

I love chocolate and sweets. This will have no sugar coats. It'll be black like just made coffee.

When you are in a deep conversation with your best friend. Things do manage to come up. I do remember one specific detail that she had told me.

We were listening to old music that both of us remember. From "Dolphin's Cry" by Live to "No Surrender" by Weiss. We even came across romance and how I would love to have a little romance in my life. That's all I ask for. Just a little bit of romance, even if it's small, that's all I want.

That's not the only thing I'm here to talk about. Since she had told me something. That something made me realize that it's true. However, as much as I wish to speak about it and what it is. I won't. Because it means a lot to me. It's a good way to know who actually really care about me. It's a good way to know who are actually my true friends. I even wish that some other people would speak up on things that they don't like. That hey, maybe you should back off, or any other kind of things that I do that I don't notice.

My best friend has told me many things. I look up to her, because she has grown into a very beautiful person. I even hate comparing my looks to hers and to her best friend. It made me stressful, hurtful, hateful, and even jealous. But that's when I started thinking, what can I do to make me better? What can I do to grow to be a better person?

I read horoscope things. My best friend had showed me one that was really really good. However, it was the Celtic zodiac section that I took to heart. Since the site doesn't have a Capricorn zodiac page just yet. The Birch from December 24-January 20th. There is one piece of information that I took from this that actually works.

"Birch people need a goal in life in order to avoid becoming depressed and pessimistic." I actually find this to be very true. Once I started setting goals, I became less depressed and less pessimistic. I started to become much more positive and looking at things in a much more positive view point. When others started to get depressed, I would tell them to look at better things. Think about the positive more then the negative. Why look on a negative view point anyway? It just makes things much worse than they should.

I usually don't take these things seriously. Because most of the time they are completely not me at all, I take in more of the prospect of what can actually help me. That did, I tried it and I'm much more happier than I once was. I want to keep it that way.

I make goals everyday. Most of the time I do get a chance to do those goals. Other times they are just there because I need them to be there to push me to actually do something.

My main goal right now is to find a decent job. That is number one along with just having fun.

I typically don't do anon meme's for many reasons. However, my own personal goal is to just let things go as they should be. Anything that needs to be said that can't be said, be my guest to do it there. Heck, it'll probably even help me grow as a person.

ANON MEME

(1) Choose an episode of anime or television series you have on your computer. Make sure you're certain you want that one, you cannot change your mind or skip this step. DO NOT TELL YOUR FLIST WHAT YOU CHOSE.

(2) Make note of how long the episode is here -> Length of episode = 22:41

(3) Ask your flist to choose a time between 00:00 and whatever the length of your episode is. Be specific, (ie: 19:11, 21:09, 02:42)

(4) Make them an icon using THAT FRAME ONLY no matter what it is. And remember, you can only use that ONE episode you chose previous, even if the person posting isn't familiar with it.

Edit by me: (5) If you want, you may even chose another time if you want to~

Let's see what happens.

EDIT2: If anyone can actually guess the episode AND manga volume it's from. You get brownie points and much love~ <333 and maaaybe a mini-fanfic by your choice~

OH MAN.

This weekend was effin' awesome! We had our own little party friday night, then I went to a "foam" party on Saturday night...it didn't start until 8pm and it was supposed to last until 8am, but it stopped at 6am. It wasn't very foaming and the foam was outdoor instead of indoors but it wasn't too bad. The wharehouse was set up okay, however all three rooms blended together music wise once you got to a certain spot. But over all, I had a blast! AND HEY, it's 4-20. Which means there will be more fun and games to come when I finally wake up... whenever that maybe.

I may be back Tuesday for rp, but I might have to push it for later in the week. I'm so tried and I should be asleep. I'll go crash now.. and update more later.

HOMYGOD.

Anyway, I don't know when I'll even be back home to just chill/hang out/rp...and all of that jazz. Today, I'm going to court about that ticket I got in October. That'll be sometime in the afternoon/evening. Tomorrow, I'll probably be hiking somewhere. I'm not sure, it sounds that way. I don't know what's going on for Saturday but the neighbors/good friends of ours said that they requested tickets for us but hasn't heard anything back. If we do get the tickets, I don't know what's going on with getting to downtown LA and the thing starts at 8pm. So I might be on all day before that... if not well... there's always Sunday?

HOWEVER, if we do go on Saturday... Sunday I'll probably be lazy all day with sleeping and chilling and god only knows what else. MONDAY....heh, don't expect me to be on that day.

YEEEAH. I'm considering just putting myself on hiatus, because busy person is busy with rl stuff.

Dear Kokobean~

I hate you and love you at the same time. Why? Because I've been watching non-stop Death Note amvs of ALL kinds for the two hours and half... and I'm probably going to continue to watch more of the cracky ones. However, I was quite surprised to see some Matsuda AMVs on youtube. Yes, that is what the video is, I was going to back a DN crack one... but I'll save it for another day.

WHY I HATE YOU?! Because you got me in a Death Note crazed fan stage again. You know what? I love you for it too lol, because DAMN, there is some really crazy, insanity stuff out there that I didn't even know about. THANKS.

( The more I watch, the more I want to cry. GD YOU Mats )

( YOU MAY SKIP OVER THIS... ANGRY KAORI IS EFFIN' ANGRY )

Okay, so I had started with a shitty morning. Went to do the rest of the taxes stuff, I'm getting back a ton load of money. YAY! Score! It'll be here just in time for rent too. So, all of it will be gone most likely. The one thing that my money will go towards is my phone bill, because gdit, I need a phone so when I have a job they can call it.

We went to a friend's house out in Simi Valley, had subway (it was delicious), played guitar hero as a group and chilled out. So the rest of my day went better then the morning. I'm happy. Might be going to the nearby neighbour's house tomorrow. I'm not sure, it's all up in the air. So I might not be home for the afternoon on, unless someone opts to stay home. I hate being in this house by myself because it's boring and the dog annoys me with her whining.

Hyperness is almost gone. This is one reason why I don't drink mountain dew anymore... and eating too much chocolate in one day. There's still a whole chocolate rabbit to eat too.

Yeeah, anyone that sees me on early in the morning. It's never a good sign. Around 2amish a small headache formed, the last time this happened I could get over with sleeping.

FUCK THAT. No, it wasn't one of those kinds of headaches. Oh, no. It has to be some kind of pressure headache or sinus headache. I just woke up around 6:30am, I'm tearing because it hurts to much. Laying down doesn't help and even sitting doesn't help... D| Standing makes it worst.

I walked downstairs and found some sinus headache medicine. Hopefully that'll work... even though I feel like puking it up... D|

Thank you Monday for starting out to be a shitty day.

I had a wonderful Easter! I didn't think we were going to be going anywhere and we ended up going over to my best friend's boyfriends aunts place for Easter and got Easter baskets! Then we traveled over to a friends house in the area and chilled out there before finally coming back home.

Tomorrow we got back to the valley to take care the rest of the taxes stuff signing and paying and all of that jazz. I don't know if I'll be home or not, if I am it'll be way later at night. D| I apologize for not being on but I am hanging out with people and I'll probably be looking for a job sooner or later as well. So, I might be around pretty scarce but I'll be around Tuesday unless something comes back.

Anyway! About this video, it's a song that I enjoy listening to a lot. The artist is Infected Mushroom and the song is Becoming Insane. When I saw the video along with the name I was really worried that it'll be lame. Because most AMVs are never linked together right or something about it is wrong. BUT THIS VIDEO MADE DEATH NOTE FREAKIN' AWESOME. Not to mention with all of the dramatics it fits so well! It just doesn't have the anime in it but it also has clips from the movies too. I was impressed with it since it could have turned horribly wrong.

( Click the LJ CUT :D Safe for your f-lists )

Did some cleaning around the house, my room did a change after I picked up all of the dirty clothing. It looks empty D| So friggin' empty. But, *shrugs* maybe that'll change at one point.

Still trying to look for a job, this sucks more than anything. Since I need money and I really need a phone. But unfortunately I don't have a phone at the moment, so I really don't have any contact, unless I put down someone else's cell phone number. So, yeah, life isn't doing too great on that one.

That and I'm getting depressed on and off again. Not entirely sure why this time.

Well, we'll see how today goes.